Simply Me

I was practicing one of my songs "Simply Me" and realized that I've gone to a place I needed to go in order to move forward in my life. I've met some interesting people and have also pushed people away during this time. I'm growing back into my own skin. Similar to a snake shedding her skin and transforming. I am learning to come into myself and simply feel at home in my own skin.

Physical tranformation:
Getting back to the gym. I feel good about getting back into the gym since it was such a huge part of my life before. I was so addicted to working out, I hope to reach that point again. Because I haven't been in a gym for 4 months now, I'm a little nervous because I feel I'm out of shape and not liking what's happened to my body in these past months. Here too I shall transform.

Spiritual Transformation:
Receiving my certification in T'ai Chi inspired me to continue with my many meditative and spiritual philosophies. I've met some people this week that have been a challenge for me to accept. As much as I want to be accepted, I know I struggle with accepting others and their differences. WE are all in the same web of life and I cannot (nor do I want) to cut those from my life that seem different. In doing so would only weaken the web. WE can all learn from one another - whether it's what we want to learn from life or not, or maybe what we had hoped for and instead received our answer from a different angle.

Emotional transformation:
I am currently seeking answers and find myself in an emotional battle between my spiritual and physical wants and needs. I can only step back and watch as the emotions run their course. In doing so, I am better able to get a grasp on what needs to be washed away and what I should try and reconcile.

Life has and continues to grant me many wonderful opportunities. I'm just trying to figure out what these all are and what they mean. I thank you for being in my life and standing by as I figure out what "my" life is.

Namaste,
WS